Dear Diary: My Secrets are Revealed!?!

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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Dear Boy>

Dear Boy,

I see you every day at school. I cannot tell you, but I still like you. I watch from afar as you smile and wave at other girls, as you talk to them, I am hurting inside.

Ever since last year, you've caught my interest. At first, I figured I'll be over you by the time the school year starts again. I was close, until I found you in two of my classes. Now, I can't stop. I cannot deny my feelings for you. Too bad I cannot tell you.

I try to be mean to you, be emotionless, be DIFFERENT when I'm around you. I don't smile, I don't speak. It doesn't always work out. You smile, you grin that cute grin at me and I melt. I smile back.

Whenever you're around, I stutter when I speak or be totally mean. I snap back with vicious insults or I deliberately make you look bad. Maybe this is a way for me to get your attention.

You have friends that are girls that are always laughing and smiling, cracking jokes, and being sweet to you. I am the opposite. I like you, I like you a lot, yet I'm to shy to admit that to you in your face.

If you read this, then this means you would know. If you do and feel the same way, please let me know. Unless you prefer not to.

Usually I'm bold and daring. But towards you, I'm as shy as a mouse. Boy, I like you so much, it's scary. If only you know how scared I am. I have NEVER felt this way towards a boy before. If you let me know, I don't know what to do.

But after spilling out my deep secrets, I feel a lot better. Thank you for listening.

# posted by The Adventurer at 6:35 PM

Friday, February 20, 2009

Guy's Point of View>

I just got this email from one of my younger "sisters". ^_^ It's actually pretty cute. ^_^ I totally agree with it. Here it is:

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> This is very cute!> And even written0 by a guy!

> You might agree with it, but

> when it actually happens 99% of girls don't realize it 'til it is too late

> and that guy who did it is so frustrated that he has moved on to someone who

> will take notice.

> From a guys point of view:

> We don't care if you talk to other guys.

> We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

> But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room

> and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.

> It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without

> even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.

> We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.

> ; Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.

> Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

> Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.

> The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.

> Yeah, you can quote me.

> Don't be mad when we hold the door open.

> Take Advantage of the mood im in.

> LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'

> We enjoy doing it.

> It's expected.

> Smile and say 'thank you.'

> Kiss us when no one's watching.

> If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.

> You don't have to get dressed up for us.

> If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the

> need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.

> We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.

> Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.

> Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.

> Don't take everything we say seriously.

> Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.

> See the beauty in it.

> Don't get angry easily.

> Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

> Don't talk about how hott Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.

> It's boring, and we don't care.

> You have girlfriends for that.

> Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.

> I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.

> On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it ether.

> Girls: I cannot stress this enough: IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS,> AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT

> Someone who will honor your morals.

> Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.

> Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.

> Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.

> Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

> *****Give the nice guys a chance*****

> Holdin Hands- Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

> Cuddling- Girls : When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold.
> Guys : Automatically move closer to her..

> Movies- Girls : During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt y our head on his shoulder
> Guys : Lift her chin up and kiss her.

> Loving each other- Guys : When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too.... And mean it.

> Laying below the stars- Girls : When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat
> Guys : Whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Now make a wish about something you would like to happen Between you and your crush....

> guys: no grabbing!!!

> Guys repost this if you agree.

> Girls repost this if you think it's cute.

> Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this, so we hope that all the> girls that read this will repost this .

> Now copy and repost this; if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years.

> By 12 am tonight your one true love will r ealize how much they want you.

> If you don't repost this, you will have bad luck for your entire life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

> repost as: Guy's point of view
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Isn't it cute??? I love it! ^_^ Love y'all!!!
*wink wink* 'Specially my beloved younger sister, minniie!!! Love you minniie! *hugs*

# posted by The Adventurer at 6:22 PM

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

*squeaks* Help? and guy problems>

So I just made up with a guy friend whom has been kinda ignoring me for the past few...months? Anyways, I'm just happy we're friends again.

Which SO does not mean this: He can hold onto my backpack and not let me walk until he gets what he wants. What is the meaning of that? *mad* He's gonna be an abusive boyfriend/husband if he continues. Whatta showoff. *sticks tongue out at him*

But that's not my main point today. I had received a letter from the Miss Teen San Francisco pageant thingy and I pondered at it, wanting to go, yet NOT wanting to go. Still haven't decided yet. I'm probably gonna chicken out. *sighs* I want to go because it seems fun, not because I'm interested in make-up, dress (bleh!), and all that. And I'm hoping it might be fun. I have to make up my mind soon because it's this Saturday and I have to pre-register which is a drag. *yanks at hair in frustration* What should I do???

My parents aren't helping. They're saying that it's my choice. But I need some ADVICE here, peoples! Help!

# posted by The Adventurer at 6:18 PM

Thursday, February 12, 2009

WHAT!?! NO CHINA!?! maybe it's for the best?>

I just found out...or rather Tuesday, that I wasn't going to China during the summer this year. Instead, I would be going during the WINTER for ONLY TWO WEEKS ON ABOUT A THOUSAND+ DOLLAR AIRPLANE TICKET.

THAT IS SUCH A WASTE!!! Instead of spending the thousand dollars on a TWO MONTH vacation, my parents rather spend it on a two WEEK vacation during the WINTER, where it is cold and freezing. Mind you, I hate the cold. I am a summer girl, meaning I get along with the heat and despise the cold.

Anyways, the reason was that my older cousin, who's 28? or something like that, is getting married. And on Christmas Day too, December 25th. *smiles* I'm kind of happy because I've never been to a wedding before. Although, I'd prefer her to get married in the summer so I can have a longer vacation and she can have a summer wedding.

So, that's why I was mad. But then I understood my mom's reasoning. So we'll be going to China during the winter, taking two days off earlier from school before the winter break.

BUT GUESS WHAT!?! I waited a whole fricking school year to go to China. Now I have to wait ANOTHER school year. And I might not get to go next summer because I'll be a sophomore and I'll probably have stuff to do during the summer. *sighs* Still a bit upset.

# posted by The Adventurer at 4:41 PM